#83/365

What a rough tough day. A hit of coffee in the morning, and a can of ‘monster’ in the afternoon. Seems like energy is never enough to power me nowadays. I’ve been vigorously working my butt off at school and the homework just never ends.

I have two assessments on Friday and tutor tomorrow. She’s going to be so upset at me for having not done the NEAP questions. I really should get them done tomorrow afternoon or make her come on Sunday morning just to prep me up for next weeks two hour testing. I really want to score high for this so fingers crossed. English is really creeping up on me and I’m praying to God that my arguments are some what strong.. and relevant. I honestly need all the luck I can get because I’m so nervous it’s actually effecting my health. Anyway, got in touch with my creative side today since I haven’t been doing anything lately. I’m going to catch up with the best friend tomorrow, it’s not a good idea considering my English SAC is the next day but that’s the only day we get to hang out and her boy friend is being a faggot about not seeing her more and I’m her best friend and I haven’t seen her in a freaking month—I actually feel the nerve to have an argument with him because I really don’t need this right now.  

I need someone with the ability to intellectually converse with me. UGH. NIGHT AUSTRALIA. 

#83/365
Okay, I know I haven’t exactly filled in for the past 4 days or so I’m already behind but I have very good reasons for that. Actually, year twelve is really daunting and I’m scared. I’m just so exhausted from everything that by the end of the night I barely even have energy to think about my day so forgive me, I’m 4 days behind. Look at that face, isn’t that the face of total destruction and exhaustion? 

So what did I do today? I had biology, media, literature and house meeting. I also joined the backstage crew for the school production in hoping that I could get a placement for hair, make-up or costuming. I wouldn’t mind doing the backdrops either but I really just want to be there on the night. I just completed a 10 minute speech write up for my study on ONE scene from Hamlet and now I’m just finishing off on my math homework. SIGH THE HOMEWORK DOESN’T STOP DOES IT? Not to mention, I need to do extra studies and my English SAC is on Friday. School is like living in hell during this time of the term. I just want to sleep. Anyway no more procrastinating, back to work! Night. 

#82/365
Probably the only decent photo I have of myself dancing from last week. LOL the one where my face can’t be seen ;) sexy asssss.

I spent the whole day doing nothing. Got assaulted in the middle of the street..that man is a creeper. I studied for a bit and then spent some time with Danny. I miss my best friend…that is all because I’m tired and cannot be bothered today. GOOD NIGHT.  

#81/365

Had a rather good evening today, did a bit more study for the biology SAC.  I love having those deep and meaningfuls conversations with people. Tomorrow will be fun though! I’m smiling right now at the things that just happened today, I’m looking back at my old memories and thinking how far I’ve come as an individual and I did it all by myself. I’m so glad this is who I am and that I’m achieving really well. I also got 92% for my methods test. HOW GOOD! :D What a great year it’s going to be. *optimism :) 

#80/365

I am mood, messy, I get restless and rather senseless and you never seem to care. I’m going to find someone who loves me at my worst. 

Well what a day today was, I started late and mum would not stop waking me up. She was so annoying about it too. I had an alright day, I did a fair bit of study and I’m in the house dance which is kind of exciting. Did nothing in Literature, I need help with adaptations and transformations. Le sigh* I came home today and I guess I’m becoming a lot closer with the new people in my life. It’s kind of a good feeling considering people who I thought were close to me never tell me anything any more. 

Math is killing me, I just cannot be bothered with it. I don’t love school at the moment. I need to get a start on some training for the athletics, I’m going to be awesome at it LOLOLOL what a joke.  Anyway some people need beauty sleep, I just need sleep so goodnight. 

#79/365

Good things about today. 

• I didn’t get told off for my nails. 
• I had one class of private study work, the rest of the day I was watching movies. That’s what I get for choosing arty subjects tehee!
• A stranger called me beautiful. (lol that face is a face only a mother could love..I don’t know what they saw) 
• I completed 3 tasks off my To Do List. 
• I’ve half planned my V.I.A. League for July 2011. It’s going to be awesome!
• I had a rather interesting day. I’m now tired and ready for bed. GOODNIGHT<3 

#78/365

Day two of the relic at my church which meant day two of dancing and murdering myself. Well hey, I woke up later than usual since my body was aching from all the pain of dancing and rushing to change last night. Went to church grounds at 3:00pm and sat down for roughly half an hour to an hour with the boys and completed half of my media homework. Scabbed a few muffins and drinks because I was starving from not eating all day. We had mass with the archbishop and I was carrying Julia’s little baby and claiming Harry was my son. His eyes were so big and blue black, it’s beautiful. I love babies :) 
Performed and basically my day was ruined by a certain someone but that does not need to be elaborated before I get angry again. So that was basically one of the best weekends I had in such a long time, it was amazing, everything about it. 

#77/365

OOGER BOOGER: Long days with my second family. I no longer nor did I ever see my youth group as just a youth group. They’re my second family, the siblings I never had. The group and location lies as a secondary home for me and I’m thankful. And even after long hours of work, and looking like a total freak—we still love each other to the core. 

Had dancing today at STMM, the adults put together the best play. It was amazing, and people cried. I loved it. The full adrenaline rush of 44 seconds to change from one outfit to the next. It was amazing! :) Had such a good day and I saw my cousins and my aunty too. Wee! FAMILY<3 Now I’m dead tired so I’ll probably go and sleep it off now. Night !